Bloody Tears

this is a fitra's original poetry

i don't have some experience like that

in that time, i just put my self in that position

(as a broken-hearted woman)

the point is i hope it can touch hearts of all people

I remembered the first time

You knocked the door

I remembered the first time

You stared my eyes

I remembered the first time

You hug me warmly

I remembered the first time

You said ‘i love you’

Early, you came with this ring

You’re on your knees and begged for me

Soon we’ll plan the lovely wedding

But, in that night, you rampaged crazily

We were in great battlefield

Then you pulled your word, that’s that

I am in a huff

I guess that was the last time for us

       This tragedy has burnt my  
       dreams

You’re not even saying ‘i’m sorry’

You left me in the dark room

With my bloody tears

This tragedy has taken you away

You’re not even saying ‘good bye’

You let me down on the floor

With my bloody tears

My bloody tears

I remembered the last time

You rejected my line

I remembered the last time

You slammed the door

I remembered the last time

You twitched my clasp

I remembered the last time

We picked a fight for nothing

Finally, you yelled at me

You slapped my face and cried out

When i wept on the corner

There was no mercy in your eyes

You went straight to your car

You messed our future, that’s that

I am in sorrow

I guess that was the last moment for us

WHY does it happen to me?

We almost become a perfect couple

WHY does it happen to me?

We almost make our dreams come true

WHY couldn’t i go back in the last time?

I would back down for you

WHY couldn’t i go back in the last time?

I would stop your last step

Now, i just do spell your name with my bloody tears

My bloody tears